i know this is the thing i gonna miss the most went im without didi and iela...

and i know we gonna separated eventually ..

before it happen i just wanna say .. i love u guys so muchh

next year we gonna be an adult with a job (if) hahaha

eventho, aku slalu kacau kau iela aku tetap sayang kau

aku tetap nk jage kau sbb kau blurr hahaha

dh la slalu gado ngn bf kau then nagis

haha mcm budak kecik..

kau slalu merengek! mcm budak kecik gedik gile

tapi kau best kau kawan yg jujur ..

kau ikhlas kwn ngn aku

kau pon byk simpan rahsia aku

kau seorg yg boleh dipercayai..

tapi xleh harap suruh beli mknn byk alasan hahahaha

sioot je..

moge kau lepas nie crik kawan yg boleh harap *mcm aku*

:)

didi even kau keras kepale mcm batu kau tetap baik

kau jage kwn2 ... die mmg best

seorg yg boleh harap mintak tolong ape je die tetap tolong even susah

pikiran didi matang sikit dari aku.. (iela x lah)

sbbtuh aku tau kalau aku ade masalah aku leh harapkan kau :)

supah aku sedeh sgt kalau kite lost contact

sbb aku hanya ade korg je kt kolej xde dh kwn leh harap kt sner...

im gonna miss u guys :'(

jgn lupe aku ok :'((

hai semue :)

well after lame menghilang kan diri im

back..msti pelik well... u knowme..

nie sume disebabkan kawan rumah aku dia start buat blog

so aku pun teringin nak main blog balik

tapi maybe jarang la online maklum la rumah sewe xde wifi :)

iela boleh la die pki broadband but still lembab so susah sgt nk active balik..

now aku akan

cite kan ape yg terjadi dlm hidup ku lepas beberape tahun menghilang :)

First ofall, IM MARRIED !! wow big shock rite ..

last years i got married to this wonderful man his name is MUHAMMAD SYAHIR :)

as u know we been together over a year than our parent decided we should be married before anything bad happen ....

andwe both agreed with it..

eventho, suami aku masih blajar aku terime juga permintaan org tua kami.

first

mmg hard sgt nk terime keadaan yg berubah begitu cepat..

aku pun masih 19 tahun aku x tau 1 perkare tentang perkhawinan..

tapi aku tetap nk tempuh juga sbb menelan yg perit lagi baik dari meninggalkan perkare yg paling baik dan indah yg terjadi di hidup aku kan ? :)

tidak siapa kate khawin itu mudah dan senang dan tidak slalu bahagia .

so buat jelah .. tempuh sje hidup nie

aku pun akan cube menjadi seorg wife yg terbaik utk die :)

aku tau mesti ramai yg pk aku bazir kan mase mude rite?

well aku korban kan mase mude aku demi dia ..

tapi bagi aku sume itu x penting asalkan kite berade dgn org yg t'syg :D

hahaha

best tau kawin nie spe ckp bazir?

ok now stop kant sini psl kawin ...

now psl aku :)

aku skrg tinggal di rumah sewe dgn kawan..

YES,

aku tinggal asing tapi x jauh pon ngn suami blkg umah je..

slalu jmp , slalu dating *mcm dulu dulu* hehehehe

tiap minggu balik umah mak baru lah spent time together ;p

rumah sewe aku skrg nie aku satu bilik dengan iela and didi :D

diorg

best ... BEST KE?

best lerrrr kalau x buat ape aku 1 bilik ngn diorg..

last week baru je aku n didi besih kan umah sewe..

perghhhhh penat sioot!!

ye ar umah dh pecah longkang dh .. mate pon sakit

aku n

gn didi je kemas si iela kemas bilik cikit2 ok lah kan..

sbb kat bahagian ruang tamu tuh barang aku n didi je byk

so kem

as lah xde spe nk tolong sedeh =.=

tapi x pe aku masih ade didi ...

si iela kemas bilik sbb brg die penoh dlm bilik je

haaa!! lagi 1 la

st year 29 dec tuh bufday aku

hahahahaha

aku mlm tuh gado ngn suami aku ..

sbb

die main game lgsung x celebrate..

so sedih gile ahhh

pagi tuh die try pujuk aku..aku pon malas nk lyn

die tetap pujuk last kali aku ikot jela die ckp

petang tuh kiteorg kua aku nk g saloon rambot

nk wash hair sbb kat umah shampoo abis

(sebenarnyer malas itu je sbb nyer)

tgh kiteorg jln lepas wash hair jumpe kedai comel tau

kat w.maju ade kedai cina buat ice blended with pearl (ala mcm cool blog tuh)

sedap sgt aku blnje die pastu die tarik tgn aku ....

kat situ ade handmade frame so cuteeeeeeeee !!

die

ajak aku buat skali !

tapi mahal lah brg brg die total=rm26.90

tapi kerana sayang xpe :)

pastu balik umah dh maghrib....

mlm tuh kua balik..

die pki smart sgt aku pon pelik gile ahh...

die ajak g mkn kt pizza hut..

dh pesan bagai mkn pon smpi perot pon dh boncet tinggal nk mkn dessert

tap

i dessert lmbt smpi so die g la pesan lame gile aku tunggu

tibe-tibe lampu tertutup...

lagu HAPPY BIRTHDAY berkumandang

tgk tgk die dtg bwk bunge sekuntum dan kek..

awwwwwwwwwwwww

sweeeeeeeetttt sgt sgt aku mcm nak nagis!!

mmg aku x sangke die buat mcm tuh

then die ckp die mintak maaf psl mlm tadi die main game

die x tau nk buat ape utk aku mlm tadi...

die mmg plan buat utk hari tuh ;)

sedehnyer aku

mmg aku bersyukur sgt hahahaha

dh tu je cite aku nk share kali nie penat lah aku nk sedign blog aku balik nie boringg plak..

bye bye

HAHA

U S E L E S S | I N F O R M A T I O N

Name:NAJAH SYAHIRAH BINTI ZULKIFLI

Single or taken:TAKEN

Sex:FEMALE

Birthday:29 DIS 1991

Sign:CAPRICORN

Siblings:IM THE LAST ONE FROM 4 SIBS.

Hair color:BROWN ORIGINALLY BUT NOW A LIL BIT OF RED :D

Eye color:FULL BLACK

Height:ONLY 156CM SHORTiii HAHA!!

R E L A T I O N S H I P S

Are you straight/bisexual/gay?:STRAIGHT WHY?

Who are your best friends?:LINA<333

F A S H I O N | S T U F F

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes:ONE UTAMA,SUNWAY PIRAMID & BUKIT BINTANG.

Any tattoos or piercings:NO TATTOO BUT I HAVE 3 PIERCING ON RIGHT EAR & 1 PIERC ON LEFT EAR

What is your most comfortable outfit?:DRESS

What do you usually wear?:DRESS

S P E C I F I C S

Do you do drugs?:NOPE

What kind of shampoo do you use?:LOREAL WHY DO U SMELL MY HAIR? HAHA

What are you most scared of?:GOD

What are you listening to right now:YOUR CALL -COVER-

Who is the last person that you called?:SYAHIR

Who is the last person that called you?:MAMA

Where do you want to get married?:HURMM HOTEL I GUESS~

F A V O R I T E S

Colors:BLACK,WHITE,RED.

Foods:SALAD :)

Movies:I AM SAM,RUN FOREST RUN,MUHKSIN,SEPET,GUBRA

Animals:EVERY SINGEL ONE OF THEM EXCEPT PIG EYEUWW~

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R

Given anyone a bath?:NOPE :p

Smoked?:USE TO BE

Bungee jumped?:LOVE TOO.

Ever been in love?:TO MANY TIMES.IT DOES HURT MYSELF.BUT I JUST KEEP TRYING.

Cried when someone died?:YESS

Lied:DO U CARE?? DUH~ OFCOZ LA PENAH!!

Fallen for your best friend?:NOPE

Rejected someone?:YESS IM SORRY

Used someone?:AGAIN IM SORRY OK!

Done something you regret?:I MADE MISTAKE BUT NOT ONCE I REGRET IT :)

C U R R E N T

Clothes:TEE and TIGHT

Music:BAEUTIFUL LIE

L A S T | P E R S O N

You texted:NO ONE

You kissed:I DONT REMEMBER(im telling a lie rite now)

You cuddled with:SYAHIR

short story bout missing girl

well im back setelah setahun meninggal kan blog world nie

hahaha

why?

korg boleh baje lahh

malas?

ok ok fine

di sebab kan my BIGGEST FAN lahh stalker spe lagi

xabis abis nak jatuh kan aku hahaha

sebenarnyer menyampah tgk blog nie

dh macam tongkang pecah hahahaha

lagi un tgk balik terigt time dulu2

dah 3 tahun buat blog

tuhh lahh byk cite lame yg best best

time gado ngn family lah

time amik JPJ test pun ade

hahaha

cite psl ex un ade ngek btol time kecik2 dulu

hurmm byk yg dah berlaku dlm hidup sya lately

sya dah break dah ngn sabiq

take time nak rapat ngn org lain

ramai jugak lelaki yg sya knl tapi xde satu pun yg boleh masok ngn kepale sya nie

dh la mulut plak main lepas je hahaha

terok btol -_____-"

ngehehe

time sem2 dulu..................

jeng*jeng

ade this guy yg agak pelik jugak dia masok van

dh la pki kot di waktu matahari sejengkal di kepale

so i just ignore him like all the guys yg ade di dlm van

later that day sya g la on9 kat cc bwh rumah

terjmpe FB guy tuh (mcm best je so add lah) *mood:gatal*

hahaha

pendek kan cerita lahh

kiteorg x bertegor lgsg sampai lah cuti mid break yg membosankan

dia start tegur and i found him really SNOB!

hahaha sori ok but he does like "poyo" type of guy

so sya nie pantang org mcm tuhh ade di dunia

suddenly he ask for my phone num *wahhhhhh*

wtf

(igt aku nak bagi ka????)

"sorri lahh,ape kate u bagi je num u"

"yelah amik nieh 01X-XXXXXXX"

(sioot btol mamat nie mintak num tapi mcm x ikhlas)

"nnty i misscall lahh.k bye nak out"

malas aku nak lyn

dia msg jugak lah but 1 or 2 msg je sya bls

hahaha

kene balik awal time tuhh ade photoshoot

balik tgk rumah xde sape

so bosan sgt TAPI!! that guy balik awal jugak

well dia ajak kua

so kua lahh

that nite sya ase mcm dia nie sgt sgt menarik hahha

layan je

kiteorg mule lahh rapat sgt sgt

awww

cuti sem2..

kiteorg mcm susah sgt nak berjauhan

dh lah jarak antare rumah sya and dia 500km

wtf

jauh gile kiteorg evry single day texting

sem3...

before masok sem3 kiteorg balik awal tau

haha nak dating

dia dtg all the way dari terengganu semate-mate nak jumpa sya selame 2 hari je

then dia balik sne balik

tapi dia dtg bawa satu niat...

setelah 4bulan kiteorg berkawan rapat

dia mula ade 1 perasaan yg indah

dia megatekan yg dia sgt sgt lah bahagia bersama sya

dia taknak sya di amik oleh laki lain

dia nak sya jadi teman wanita dia

*wahhhhhh*

tettttttttttt tettttttt

sya tergamam kot

sya xde bgi jawapan nak atau tak lagi tuhh

dh semggu baru sya bgtau dia

sya un ase bende yg sme n sya sayang sgt kat dia :D

dia lah MUHAMMAD SYAHIR iaitu boyfriend sya yg sekarang

kiteorg bahagia sgt sgt

yes kiteorg ade gado n menagis but tu sume lumrah

bende t sume buat sya lagi bertambah syg kt dia <3

doa kan kebahagian kami bersame ok?

amin :D

*pic dia ade di box sebelah*

to:monkeydluffy

there's the thing you sould knw im not the person like i use to be,being nice totally not my thing anymore.plss loser tell evryone that im a bitch plss.i just get tired of your atitude!you should tell evryone in college that im a slut and biatch! go ahead do what ever you wanna do.i knw at some point guy always hang out with me and thats make you hate me even more and im sorry.im sorry for being me.im sorry for being a person that i like.you knw what u use to be my friend why this thing happen?now i knw who the real you.you is just stupid slut that always feel insecure that's you and im glad that i realize tht :) but ppl seem believe in you but you knw what it doesnt break me a lil.actually the thing you have told ppl thats not me but that you,you are the slut,you are the bitch,you are the loser,and you are always keep hating other ppl.

p/s:one thing i wanna say get a life loser!!:)

"YOUR LAST NAME TELLS WHO YOU ARE"

Repost this with the title
"YOUR LAST NAME TELLS WHO YOU ARE"
In 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen!

________________________________________
N : Awesome kisser
A: Best Girlfriend/.. Boyfriend.. any one could have
J : People Adore you
A: Best Girlfriend/.. Boyfriend.. any one could have
H: Have a very good personality and good looks

S: Loves music
Y: Worth waiting for
A: Best Girlfriend/.. Boyfriend.. any one could have
H: Have a very good personality and good looks
I : Hard to get
R: Loves to kiss
A: Best Girlfriend/.. Boyfriend.. any one could have
H: Have a very good personality and good looks

________________________________________

.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _.. _ _ _ _ _ _ _
A: Best Girlfriend/.. Boyfriend.. any one could have
B: Loud and likes to have fun
C: Regret losing
D: Really lovable
E: Sexy
F: People love you
G: Never let people tell you what to do
H: Have a very good personality and good looks
I : Hard to get
J : People Adore you
K : People cant help but check you out
L: is really pretty
M: Easy to fall in love with
N : Awesome kisser
O: Best kisser EVER.
P : Is really fun
Q :A hypocrite
R: Loves to kiss
S: Loves music
T: Loves to smile
U: Really like to chill
V : Not judgmental
W: Popular
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Worth waiting for
Z: Good in bed

new life :)

setelah rmi sgt benci aku so aku nk tuka lah image aku

jeng jeng
rmbot baru
huahahahahaha
so...
aku bukan ape
cume nk puas kan hati aku nie
yang dh byk terluke
well
phm2 sudah lah
tgk kt blog aku nie so sume phm kan :)

hahaha
plus aku tindik kt kening skali :)
jeng jeng
aku puas ngahahahaha

well aku baru post sumthing kt blog aku
sbb before this aku ade masalah sikit lah :)
aku dh x de DUDE dh :D
but aku de suke sorg mamat nie tapi die x suke aku
huh!
nk wat cmne en :)

so im moving on lah!

watch out world here come the new me :)

words

Apakah yang engkau cari
Tak kau temukan di hatiku
Apakah yang engkau inginkan
Tak dapat lagi ku penuhi
Begitulah aku
Pahamilah aku

Mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
Tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
Mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki
Dirimu seumur hidupku

saje saje

current mood:happy

time:1.08pm

place:cyber cafe MMC

hari ni cam best lah :D

hari ni assgmnt dh siap

tinggal nk betul kan cikit2 jew

then x dew ape dah nk buat :)

free time lah

lagi 2week nk exam..

still chill jew

adoit bile aku nk berubah hahahaha

anyway this week afiq balik ah suke sgt2 :)

hari ni baru baik demam sikit :)

dah tu jew nk ckp

ha lagi satu i miss lina :)

lame x cntct ina sorii sgt2!!

lepas nie ade class visual comm

mls nk g hahaha

seperti biase...

jeng jeng

esh syiera syiera....

bile nk berubah hahaha

xpew2 try slow2 :)

HEHE :)

im glad i've feeling like this :)

i walk into the room

i saw my mom crying

and i said "why?"

she simply smile back and said "mak,tak sabar nak pergi haji."

and i hold her and cry :)

"Dear ALLAH lindungi lah mama&papa di tanah suci nanti"

then i let her know bout guy i've been dating :)

his name is SYED FARIS FAHKRUL :)

she just give me a smile :)

thxx la cuz buat aku mcm nie

mybe aku x spttnyer jd gf org.

well well well ....:D

ade lah sorang hamba ALLAH ni...


i dont knw lah die nie hamba ALLAH ke x rase mcm murtad jew :)


yang terlampau jeles dgn life aku n kwn aku :)


boleh lah di kate kan senang lenang dgn kekayaan mak bapak aku


tapi..


aku x pernah menyusahkan mak bapak die :)


dan die nie sentiase jeles dgn kwn2 die sendiri


so stupid!!


skrg die hny mkn kwn die sendiri...



tgk lah ape yg die comment kt mmbr aku.....

korg leh pk sendiri

ade x sahabat baik snggup buat mmbr cmtu?

time pass by

he leave me with broken heart

now i need no one but myself

but some one came

and i give sum room in my heart.

truth

its funny,cute, and i just like it ok :)

hye,hye
im going back to kl after this.
so..
i just want you all to knw
i going to miss u guyz
and plzz dont forget bout me :)
i love and treats my friends equally :)

and evryone keep bugging me bout "how's my raya?"
its just ok
and only my guy-friend just visit me
idk why..
mybe sumone must say a bad thing bout me to all my girlfriend
huh
i dont give a damn bout it
i just need my ina :)
anyway this year raya its kind da lost soul or touch
idk
i dont feel a thing...

life huh!

Actually, i've deleted my myspace and facebook :)

why?

its too much drama here and there..

so......

its for my relationship for God sake.

i love him more than anything.. :)

my life rite now hv tooo much drama..

well yesterday sabiq almost getting KILL by a treler i mean lorry

hahaha

i get pretty scared almost get a heart attack!!

i cry and thinking how can i live without him.. :(

so he say he sorry..

but as always its not good enough for me.

cuz im nothing without him.

and bout my "so-call-BESTFREND"

now i living with her in the same house..

and now dia baru keluar tandok di kepala DONGA dia!!

dia cakap pada all my guy fren that im a slut

plus im very very mean girl

that sleep with all guy!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!
well hello if u wanna see what kind da biatch i am so come and get mess with me.!!

huh!

i dont wanna think bout tht anymore i have lots and lots assgmnt to do.

well i will show u my assgmnt

its still working progress..:)

all in adobe photoshop cs3

12Sep2009

anz , jool and MR.BIQbiqBIQ :)

iLOVEsabiq :)

what's on my mind

"i knw he is not the cutest guy in the world but he is to me & he dont hv to be the richest guy or the perfect guy bcuz im in love with the person he were."

name:MUHD.SABIQ
smoke:yes
brand:dunhill
age:18teen
word that he always say to me:iloveYOU


"but breaking up is just like having a nitemare after hving a sweetdream"

MMC friends

well halo...:)
well well well pejam celik pejam celik aku dh 2 bulan di kolej nie..
hahaha
so aku nk cite lah cmne aku start jejak kaki ku di kolej MULTIMEDIA

aku bgon around kol 8.ooam
perasaan:sgt teruja
place:di rumah,bilik belakang yg de teddy bear depan pintu
date:1july09
bende yg pling aku benci nk buat di pagi hari
kene MANDI!!!
arghhhh~

pas mandy dok relax kan diri..
di ats katil
mate tibe2 pejam
.........................
rupe2nyer smbong tido lagi aku nie
haih -.-

dang dang dang
pintu kene ketok ngn mama
"ciah! bgon lah siap cepat nk g dftar nie!!"
adoit pecah and hancor mimpi aku~

siap2 around 9 in the morning..
call mmbr...
*tutt tutt*
"ha? mne? bile nk g?"
"ko g lu r aku g lmbt aku bru bgon"
*papp*
aku letak..
dan teros kan perjlnn g KL jln gurney
jam jam jam jam
tu je leh ckp
biase lah tuh ...

dh smpi adoit rmi jugak org
semue mcm pelik2 jew
cmpi ne nie takot nk b'gaul..
ah papahal pon dftar dulu
dh dftar kene tggu kt dewan.
nk dftar hostel plak..
aku pon duduk r kt atas kusi..

aku jmpe sorg amoi.
"hai,:)"
"hai"
"lepas nie kene buat ape ek?"
"ar..g daftar kat sne dulu then daftar kt table yg de tulis kos pe awk nk amik then baru dftar hostel pastu g tgkp gmbr kt sne utk kad matrix"
"oh thxx"
"ok ok"

aku tggu mmbr aku
time nie plak aku jadi mcm artis di keja paparazi budak2 kos creative new media sebok snap picture bdk2 freshman
but aku still tggu minah nie
tggu smpi aku leh iron semue bulu yg de kt bdn aku
bapak lmbt gile minah nie
jeng jeng die dtg...
aku pon g dftar ngn die
smbil daftar .....
mate nie mcm x-ray plak..
jmpe beberape mamat hensem
hahaha
ok gak lah mamat2 kt sini tapi x dew niat nk cple un.
aku de minat budak jaket merah just suke sbb die tu menarik perhatian
bile kt tmpt snap pic for card matrix plak
diorg buli2 aku!
hai...
penat tol!
dh finish ngn pendaftaran
g hostel....

cube korg bayang kan 23tingkat hostel kiteorg!!
aku tingkat 18!!!!
mmg kurus aku -.-
hahaha
xpew lah en
nk wat cmne
then kiteorg g mndy2 jap
pastu kene turun kt dewan de bg ceramah cikit lah
pastu ade lah orentasi
turun turun jmpe amoi tadi
die tego aku
aku un pelik cmne leh cam aku eh?
die ckp aku pki eyeliner cantik
hadoit ini pompuan
last2 baru aku tau die sbnrnyer melayu
hahahahaaha
dh tu je citew pendaftaran kt kolej aku :)

well skrg nie minah amoi tu kwn aku :)
aku dh tak ddk hostel tapi hostel luar kolej mcm rumah sewe but still under kolej:)
bdk laki tuh kwn aku jugak nme die amir...
well mmg btl ckp aku die mmg menarik :)
as a freind jew~ :)

nie lah kwn2 aku :)
timah,fika,erra&eila:jmp kt hostel
ieqa,ekin(amoi)&dede:jmp time kt pendaftaran
ady,awe&zaem:jmp time aku nk pindah hostel
amir:jmpe time pendaftaran
zaquan,reza,apek:time lepak kt dekmoq cafe

thanks u guyz jadi kawan aku aligato!!

31/08/09

31ogos2009-bosan,benci,penat,menyampah but still happy

well this me n my friend deede :) *aku baru lepas kene mara ng bf then kene pakse balik rumah sewa dgn berjalan kaki* :(

nie Reza :) kwn aku jgk aku suke picture nie cuz aku yg snap and edit *bukan sbb mamat sewel nie ok* :D hahaha



nie lah muke muke budak-budak yang dah letih jln kaki dari BB smpi Sri Rampai :)

nie lan and amir chumel hahaha :D

nie zaquan :) tu je leh ckp :p *ehem*ehem* hal peribadi ok -.-*

sekian lame :)

dah sepah2 blog aku en:)

haha

actually dh lme x update..

nak kate bz ngn assgmnt..?

xgak sbb aku byk hang out ngn mmbr2 :) biase lah life kt college -.-

*poyo*poyo*poyo didlm kepale otak ku berkate :D

anyway aku baru je lepas baik dari sakit

tekak ku bernanah :D

bahaha

life aku skrg x berape terurus mcm blog aku nieh :)

aku benci diri aku yang ini

aku nk berubah..

so doa kan aku untuk berubah balik kepada diri aku yg sebelum nie keyh?