tired day

ina i love you!!!!!!


sumpah aku penat kat kolej nie :(
penat sgt!!!!!
byk keje :(

:')

for a moment i just put my hand touching this keyboard without pushing without knowing what to write.....

till now..

LAST NIGHT 12.00a.m:U came to my house.U lay down next to me while u look deep inside my eyes and simply give 3 word "i love you".I cant really believe what u just do.Deep inside of me i want to but i cant.In return i say "i love you to".I just look at u.U knew that something bothering me.U knew every singel thing in my head."Enough.Im sorry for what i did.I've made a big mistake im sorry u say tht u over it why u do this to me? i will not made the same mistake again i promise plz believe me.im sorry.dont do this to me.....".Suddenly i kiss ur mouth.I wont let u end that words its hurt me..i cry."i love you"."plz stop crying its hurt me to see u like this i know you love me.i tak lari la syg.i ade kat sini.i sentiase ade ngn u.i tak nak break ngn u pon.dah ek tak nak lah nagis".U just keep hugging me and kiss me for the rest of the day.Now i realize that u are meant for me....

blue october-hate me lyric.

"Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?""
the same thing happen to me last nite.

last nite u beside me
next thing i knew u gone
why ?


i need to be alone for a moment.......

hurmmm

still thinking about him :'(
*sigh*

this day

telefon..telefon berbunyi...
hahaha :D

kejadian tengahari pada pukul 12.35 : telefon bimbit ku berbunyi..

"In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh, how could you be so heartless?"

lalu aku angkat.....

"helo?"
"helo...err Najah ade?"
"yes saye sape nie?"
"ni kak eila..driving school"
"owh ok"
"hari tuh gagal naik bukit je kan on d road lulus kan?"
"ya ya"
"ok next jpj test 24th jun nie tao"
"owh bukan 17?"
"17 nie penoh...tapi 24 je boleh kan?"
"ermm ok jew"
"ok 24 ek najah bye"
"bye"

hurm baring smbil pk....
rindunyer kat dia :)

pegang telefon.tekan butang contact.carik num abg hafiz.tekan butang call.

tutt...tuttt..tutt.

"helo"
"helo abg nie najah"
"owh yess"
"bile class tambahan saya?"
"sebelom buat jpj lah"
owh tapi free kan?"
"boleh tapi mcm biase lah hahaha"
"no hal"
"ok jew"
"ok lah abg hafiz bye later :)"
"ok bye :)"

pulang dan menagis

aku dalam dilema yg menikam jiwa.
aku tidak mampu berdiri di atas tanah ini
aku hanya mampu berdoa dan menagis

menagis lah wahai anak kecil
menagis sehingga kau puas
sehingga kau lega
menagis tika kau mampu

kemudian kau pulang
pulang dengan ketenagan
ketenangan dihati kecil
yg mampu mebuat kau tersenyum

hati dan jiwa ku tidak mampu menolak perasaan kecewa,takut dan duka
adakah aku sudah kalah?



p/s:kan best kalau bahagia tu tumbuh mcm pokok bunge :(